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2001-08-01 :: 12:59 a.m. :: my very insignificant toes
i'm still not too sure about this whole losing weight thing. i mean, of course it sounds good, and it feels good, but do you know how freaky it is to wake up one morning and realize that... you're disappearing? on purpose?

i've always thought it was interesting to consider that many individuals spend an entire lifetime striving to make their mark, fighting against their minuteness and relative insignificance in the scheme of the world, but at the same time, would love to diminish themselves physically. nobody else ever seems to see this quite the way i do, but isn't that rather ironic?

but anyway, the reason i got started on this was because i was looking at my feet today, and finally figured out why. i realized that my toes are skinnier, and for some reason it really freaked me out (yet another example of my increasing neuroticism... i'm just trying to imagine my old age...). how weird is that? of all places to lose weight, i lose from my toes. one of those moments where you sit back and say 'oh, so THAT'S why i'm on a diet.

soooo....yeah.

devant :: apres